Kerstin: My blog and my path as a shaman.

My path as a shaman. Here you can learn a little bit more about me and my path, why I am writing on this blog for instance.

"You have a soul and it lives in you. Never think otherwise.

You have walked the path of the shaman and you have been broken, you have been broken up, to be whole again.

You've felt all the emotions. You have also felt dead. And you have felt your own decay.

And time passed, several years passed...!

You have also sown seeds in the midst, where you have rotted. You yourself have watered the seed, in your deepest decay and have created your new bloom, your green leaf.

You've outdone yourself! You have grasped and pulled yourself up, while you were lying there in the depths of the deepest. And no one else did.

No one reached out to help you.

You began to breathe again of your own free power, of your own love power.

Nobody helped you. You were in total darkness, you were in all the most difficult shades of emotion, all alone.

You have resurrected. You have been born again. And you can't give the bouquet to anyone but yourself.

You'll have the flowers, you'll have everything thanks to yourself.

Because you found yourself. You found your own faith, your true faith, you found your own flame of love that is within your heart and soul, so please believe in yourself. You found your true self.

The true path of a shaman is that everything must go away. Your old self is going away. You must be cracked like a "nut", or if I say your own shell, must be cracked off you completely, so you can't hide anywhere. And when the shell is cracked, you float out and you have no form anymore and this is where you pick yourself up, you build yourself up, piece by piece. Without getting help from anyone.

And this path is YOUR path.

You have walked the true path. Mark my words. You are complete.

The true path of a shaman is that there is nothing and no one to hide behind. No guru, or healer has guided you, or helped you. Not even God.

You have found yourself, you are today your own healer, your own guru. You give healing from your pure heart and that is the true way to give healing.

You are a shaman, a healer. One who makes whole. But you haven't really become one. You were born for it. You have always been a shaman, a healer.

Today You give healing with me Jesus Sananda and with all the healing angels that exist in the universe. You know that you are only a part of the big whole, but yet you have created yourself from the ground up, so you know yourself inside and out. It is the only way to be able to give healing. Because otherwise how will you be able to relate to any other person, animal, plant, Mother Earth?

You were broken up and broken into a million pieces and you were completely broken, and in that mess you put yourself back together. You are your own creator. Along with the faith, hope and love that you found within you, despite everything.

No one should say you got something for free. That it was easy for you. That you took a cheap ride. That someone has rolled out a red carpet for you. No. No. No.

No, instead you will be distrusted, and perhaps loathed, because strong women are not allowed to exist?

No, no one can go to school and take lessons and then suddenly be a shaman.

No. That's not how it works. You can gain knowledge in a school. But the true way is really cruel. Unfortunately. But for a reason. A BIG reason. However, many are CAREGIVERS! You as a shaman are also a caregiver, that's just one of the parts.

But you have dived so incredibly deep, at the bottom of the deepest abyss. And so you have stayed there. You were horrified at first when you noticed where you were. And you were afraid for a long time. But then you said to yourself, no, now that's enough! And so you began to make your abyss homely. You began to love your abyss. And then slowly, very slowly, you realized. You just need to love yourself.

The stronger your faith, the harder you will be broken. Your shell is partly made up of your beliefs.

In order for the world-soul, the great Shaman, to initiate you, your shell must be opened, and the more you have a strong faith, the harder the shell is. So you get all the harder trials thereafter.

The great shaman is a college. Not a specific person. Oh no. Hi hi, would you giggle?

The great shaman needs you! You already ARE, but you must mature into YOURSELF.

You create YOUR OWN PATH in the breath of the SHAMAN.

Finally, you're done, where you belong.

You are born a shaman. It is your soul that is the shaman. Just like others are bakers, farmers, carpenters, or whatever profession you want. Yes, the origin of the soul shows what you were born into."

I am Kerstin and the owner of this blog. I give distancehealing with archangel Metatron.

Love

/Kerstin